Five years can seem like forever. Then it can seem so very short. It seems just like a few days have passed since I got that call, but in the same way it seems like years as I have watched our lives go on.

That is a weird thing, that life goes on. It does, but it is never quite the same. People also say that time heals all wounds. That may be true, but it is still very sore and hurts most of the time.

I hate this day. I miss my little brother. This sucks....still.

I'd like to thank you all. It means so much to our family that you guys still think of Sean. It is amazing when we run in to people and how much they have changed in the last five years. I have seen so many of you achieve so many of your dreams. It is nice. Our family wishes you all the best in life, love, hope and happiness. You are all in our thoughts and we look forward to running in to you in the strangest of places.

I won't go to the site today. I'm not sure why, but this has been a rough one. I am usually a little less upset, but this one has really hit me. I'll get up there soon, but I just don't think I can do it today. So if you are by there tell Sean I miss him, I love him and will come soon.

Thank you,

DJ